[故事]我短暫悲慘的一生
>> Thursday, May 17, 2007
第一次遇見她,很開心終於能擁有一個主人,每天陪著她上下學,是我一生中最幸福的事情,這是我們在一起的第一個夏天,甜蜜湛藍的夏天。
冬天到了,她對我的感情似乎起了變化,第三者的介入讓感情開始慢慢變質,每天,我總是在等待,她偶爾的出現,我知道,大部分的時候,是第三者每天陪著她上下學,只有在受不了第三者嚴重不守時的態度,讓她十分煩躁,跟第三者嘔氣的時候,才會回到我的身邊。
春天來臨,我的春天也跟著回來了,她正式跟第三者分手,專心回到我的身邊,又開始每天一起上下學的日子,我很滿足現狀,雖然我知道,有時候,她還是偷偷地跟第三者見面。
就在這一天,她又偷偷跑去跟第三者見面,把我扔在一個很爛的地方,沒有她,我哪裡都去不了,也不想去。就在這一天,我被車子撞了,連兇手的臉都沒見著。
她沒有哭,只是冷靜地看著我,斷掉的腿和扭曲的下半身,我不知道,她的心裡到底想什麼。
雙眼就快閉上的瞬間,只看見她,慢慢地走向第三者的懷抱,在我的眼前,我慢慢地闔上雙眼。
我知道,我再也見不到她,只能自己一個人靜靜地躺在這個冰冷的泥土上,而她,會找到一個替代我的人。
PS.謹以此文,獻給可憐的腳踏車先生,你短暫悲慘一年不到的生命,我想我好像沒辦法找到兇手...不然就可以幫你報仇了。
[歌詞]Are you friend or foe
>> Wednesday, May 16, 2007
t.A.T.u.(俄國女生雙人團體) Are you friend or foe
Is it too late? Nothing to salvage. You look away. Clear all the damage.
The meaning to * All words of love * Has disappeared.
We used to love one another. Give to each other. Lie under covers so.
Are you friend or foe?
Love one another. Live for each other. So, are you friend or foe?
Cause I used to know.
The promises * Hollow concessions * And innocent show of affection.
I touch your hand. A hologram. Are you still there?
[心情]考試
>> Tuesday, May 15, 2007
明天兩科考試後,這學期即將告一段落,請大家好好幫我祈禱,辛苦了,我的頭,今天可以努力吃知識吃得飽飽的,平常一定餓壞你了。
Read more...[電視]諾覺桑寺(Northanger Abbey)
這部作品應該比較少人知道,女主角是一位18歲少女(Catherine Morland),沉溺於小說而有許多愛情冒險想像,他們家是非常純真質樸的,也處在一個溫和的小鎮,有一天,與他們家交情好的朋友Allen夫妻,帶著Catherine到一個繁華卻又惡名昭彰的城市(Bath?),那裡有誘拐者和罪犯等,當然也有很多上流社會的紳士和淑女,慎選朋友是一件重要的事情,Catherine在那裡遇到她的愛,26歲大的Henry Tilney,Tilney的家族很富有,家就在諾覺桑寺,有嚴肅愛好富貴的父親、自大風流的大哥和知性溫柔的妹妹,Tilney家族早逝的母親給了Catherine很大的想像,在神祕的諾覺桑寺中,到底有什麼重大的秘密?其中關於Catherine以及哥哥James和Thorpe家族的互動,也堪稱一絕,充滿想像力以及不誠實的哥哥John Thorpe,和愛劈腿但又會說好聽話的妹妹Isabella Thorpe,都增添這部故事的趣味。整部作品算是小品,人物簡單的互動,一股作氣往前鋪陳而不複雜的故事。
PS.我沒讀小說,直接看電視,蠻喜歡英國口音的。
[歌曲]Out of Reach (Gabrielle)
Gabrielle, Out of Reach, a song in BJ's Diary
Knew the signs wasn’t right. I was stupid, for a while.
Swept away, by you. And now I feel like a fool.
[Chorus]So confused. My heart’s bruised. Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far. I never had your heart.
Out of reach, couldn’t see. We were never met to be.
Catch myself, from despair. I could drown if I stay here.
Keeping busy, everyday. I know I will be ok.
[Chorus]But I’m So confused. My heart’s bruised. Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far. I never had your heart.
Out of reach, couldn’t see. We were never met to be.
So much hurt, so much pain. Takes a while to regain. What is lost inside.
And I hope that in time. You’ll be out of my mind. I’ll be over you.
[Chorus]And know I’m. So confused. My heart’s bruised. Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far I never had your heart.
Out of reach, couldn’t see We were never met to be.
Out of reach, so far. You never gave your heart.
In my reach, I can see. There’s a life out there for me.
[Word]From Chiao
I have my own ideas of what enlightenment means to a human being living in an age of wonder...The world never ceases to amaze me - there is a powerful dance in progress between the human intellect and the laws of reality, and great progress threatens disaster and promises paradise at so many turns. I love understanding things.
Read more...[心情]iPod shuffle
>> Saturday, May 12, 2007
我一直是沒有抽獎運的,這二十幾年來,每次抽獎的時候,都令人一度懷疑,我的籤是不是瞬間移動或憑空消失在抽獎箱中。
昨天ROCSA畢業晚會中有抽獎活動,最大獎是Wii一台,再來是iPod一台,iPod nano一台,iPod shuffle兩台,還有不知道到底有幾組的電影票(10?)。
去晚會前,我一直跟別人說,我要抽iPod不要Wii。
沒想到,昨天,竟然就抽到我...
iPod shuffle(1GB)!!!
看來下次要把想抽到的東西想得更明確化一點,精確選字,不可以只有關鍵字,我要抽到"iPod",不是"iPod shuffle",哈,有點閃的文章吧,看來我的抽獎運開始萌生了,那我也去買張彩卷好囉。
[節日]母親節禮物
>> Wednesday, May 09, 2007
黃金康乃馨,I-Fan推薦,必屬佳品,大賣,沒貨了...囧。
PS.最近真是太慘了,繼嘴角爛掉之後,牙齦也腫了,可見我的身體也是有弱點的,只好開始每天一顆綜合維他命,希望可以趕快好。(身體的優點:喝咖啡和茶還是可以睡得很好,某種程度地不怕冷不怕熱。)
PS2.基於I-Fan的建議,我就上網訂了黃金玫瑰花(含苞),不知道到底有沒有貨,以及能不能在星期天送達,以上。
[ROCSA]Retreat at Niagara (5/27-5/29)
>> Tuesday, May 01, 2007
*Location: Niagara Falls, NY
*Accommodation: Four Mile Creek State Park, NY (You have to prepare your own
sleeping bags, which can be found in target for affordable price. ROCSA will
prepare tents for you)
*Transportation: JetBlue (Boston-Buffalo, Buffalo-Boston)
Van (Niagara area)
Useful information:
http://www.niagarafallslive.com/Attractions_in_Niagara_Falls.htm
(以上轉錄from未來會長真閒中的信件)
尼加拉瓜大瀑布,第一次聽到這個名詞,是在台中自然科學博物館的太空劇場,劇情只記得,好像是一個女生和一隻狗被裝在木桶裡,然後順著瀑布流下去,結果,一人一狗都毫髮無傷,結束。